I am literally sick to my stomach with mezmerizing disbelief, heartache, and sadness... so many people passing away and now a person who, key word is Seemed, to be having everything going for him and such a positive inspiration to others w/ issues that he was said to have overcome. Adam Goldstein, DJ AM... apparently found unresponsive in his NYC apt.
"New York New York, Big City of Dreams but everything in New York ain't always what it seems".
I try to stay up on AM's career, as he is one of my favorite artists/people and this "tweet" was the last Twitter post he made. I remember reading it and it hit me in a way that I didn't know was as significant as it is now. I thought maybe just because it's a strong lyric, hadn't heard it in a while and I like the song. I was not close friends w/ Adam but always wished one day I would learn to DJ from him but I only knew what the public could. I got a good feeling from him in that real friendly, kickin' it, doing good kinda person; that line to the Grand Master Flash song now could mean SO much and sounds like it was a way for a DJ to call out for some help/warning.
I had the privilege of seeing DJ AM perform in June during what is one of the best shows I have ever been too (that's a few ;-) ) I remember feeling so lucky/grateful that I was there while He and Travis performed and being thankful that they were still with us to deliver the Magic! ... Thank You for the memories... my heart is with those who were actually close to this human. If I feel the way I do, all of you need the most support. I love this pic because not only was I in the audience but you can see the focus/determination in his eyes and that smile on his face because he is loving and into it so much ... Love you Ma!